Thursday, April 28, 2011

pages from a diary…


pages from a diary… I accidentally read a diary.. I know it’s wrong but this girl have the same sentiments and i can really relate to her…

April 6, 2006

Can I end my life? coz I want to end it now! I can’t continue anymore! If there is a way that I can die Easily without God being angry with me so I can’t gi to hell for killing myself. I cant stand the pressure anymore… all I want is a goodlife but I guess you can’t have them all. I know that I’m not into him lately, I’m not even goin to church anymore. Sometimes my faith is so down that I can’t believe in you anymore…I dunno if youre still there. You know all I want is to be with you someday. Can someday be right now? I can’t live no mre in this loneliness that I have. I am so selfish, I really know that.I realy don’t know what to do. All i want is to be good at everything!

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