miserable life…

where would i start? It’s been a rollercoaster ride…and it’s a hell! i’m not even finish riding it…
and don’t know if i’m close to the end…
lets consider this phrase “you can’t get want you want!” yeah! the hell with it..
the start of this sem is was a simple one..
new friends… new professors…everything is new…
I have a problem before this… before the summer came..
but i’s alright then..
i can handle it…
but now…Oh my god! i don’t know if i can take it any longer..shit!
i was so happy last june… i thought it’s a start of a good end..
but i’m wrong.. i’m not in the middle of it yet but it’s very depressing
considering the fact that I moved somwhere else..
no one to talk to… no one to laugh at… nothing
just the liitle me in a dark room of loneliness
i dont know why this is happening to me..
and you know the worst part of it…?
you open your heart once again to that person…shit!
it was fully closed..but you tried to open it and then your goin to break it! shame on you..
tha’s why… i’m feeling this..
i’m miserable, alone..
with no one…
to depend to just myself….what a perfect life!